Why am I never motivated to do anything worthwhile? I always
ONLY want to do the fun things, and I never have any
motivation to do the things I want to do, to have that sense
of accomplishment, but aren't quite as fun.
Like right now for instance, I should be getting to bed, but
I just don't have any motivation to actually do it. Sure
that's partly why I'm writing this. I mean, once I finish
writing I'll probably go to bed cause I got work in the morning.
Also, I want to work on my website really bad, right now.
I'm probably not going to do it for a while because I found
other things to do.
Grr! I hate this. Maybe someone will send me some inspiring
[edit Aug. 1, 2002 11:56PM EDT]
I just found this quote by Paul J. Meyer, "Writing crystallizes
thought and thought produces action." So maybe if I write in here
everyday, what I want to do each day, I'll actually do it. Now all I
have to do is motivate myself to write in here everyday.