Cute Chaos

Trouble
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2002-08-02 03:21:39 (UTC)

Interviews and State Fair

This morning I had to baby-sit for Amber while she went to
her job interview. I was really crabby because I was up
late last night and up early this morning. Then I asked my
dad for a ride over there and he went of on me. "I am not
your fucking chauffeur" and "No, find someone else to do
it!" What an ass. It is not like I ask him to run me all
over town and back 4 times over. He makes me so mad. I felt
really bad because I was late by a half and hour.
Everything worked out fine though. Amber was early and
everything was cool. Playing SSX Tricky with Zach makes me
want to buy PS2 and the game. It is so cool. I had thought
about it before to because of the DVD player. Then I would
have both in my room. It will be cool. I feel really bad
for Amber she is in some really crappy financial shit. I am
going to baby-sit for the two weeks she is going to be down
for free. It is the least I can do. I feel really bad. I am
always wanting to help. Whether it be buying gas or
watching her kids for free or whatever! I just hate to see
her all stressed because she can't spend $10.

Then came my interview with the social workers. It went ok.
I had to explain the same things in five different ways for
them. I just don't want to talk about it anymore. Then the
fact that this could go to court. If I would not have told
the people at Planned Parenthood what happened, none of
this would be going on. I don't want to disappoint anyone.
If I would have just kept my mouth shut no one would know.

Chris had tickets to go to State Fair. I feel like I am
free loading though. I should have paid for myself. Chris
was being such a baby. The entire time he was complaining
about how it was and that he wanted to leave. His mom paid
seven dollars for us to be there two and a half hours! I
wanted to watch the animal show and he kept bitching. He
could have went off and done his own thing. Then shotty. I
don't know why it is such a big deal to sit in the front so
I am just going to drop it. He can have it. I caught myself
getting pissed about it today and it just such a small
thing to get worked up about.

I have got a major headache. I think I am still dehydrated,
even though I have had 12 8 ounces glasses of water today.
Plus my cold. I don't know where it came from but it is
pissing me off.

Tony comes home tomorrow. I am so happy. I am kind of
getting sick of him and want something new. Although I
still like him because he is so cool. He is just not as
like "dreamy" and I would like. I don't know how to explain
it. He is just not willing to go the extra mile to make it
work. He is not like romantic. I don't need like flowers
and chocolates every time, but to hear a compliment or just
to have him be sweet. Every time I see him all we do is
horse around, make-out, ect. He seems to avoid all
emotional feeling when we are together. I would like to sit
down and talk with him person to person one day. Maybe on
Saturday. If my dad lets him over.

~Alex


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