smellycat

there are no more secrets anymore
2002-08-02 00:52:27 (UTC)

please read this.

you know what i just realized,
this diary, is too dark.
its all black and white, don't people know that there are
millions of colours out there in the world?

sometimes you have to take a look around you, and you will
see how fortunate you really fucking are.

honestly, i have read over other people's entries, and my
own, and we are all spoiled fucking brats.

what about that heroin addict on the street? all he can do
is everything he possibly can to get some more money to
keep that addiction at bay, or else it will get so severe
that his body will throw into convulsions until he cooks up
another shot, just one more shot to get you through your
day, and you can't get out of it, no matter how hard you
try, it it's about as hard as trying to fall out of love.

and he goes through his day, just trying to survive another
one, and he has no computer, no fucking internet where he
can sit and type away all his problems, and hope for a
reply. in the real world it doesnt work like that.

when was the last time you stopped feeling sorry for
yourself, got up off your pitiful ass, and started counting
all the good things in your life?

don;t you ever think that you have it bad, because,
darling, if you even HAVE the luxury of sitting here taking
time out of your day to write to this diary, it had better
be good. you have plenty to thank your God for, or whoever
or whatever high power you believe in.

tthe girls and boys, the crushes and the heartbreaks will
come and go, they are all phases, it isn;t the end of the
world, there are many other places that you could be in
your head than where you are.

i recommend you try to set aside at least 5 minutes out of
your day, to write down at least 5 good things that have
happened to you today...

sounds like a new perspective on life doesn't it?

there's always something to be thankful for, even for that
guy on the street, who gets to live one more day with one
more shot, that he gets the money for, by chance..

never think your life is over, because, darling, no matter
how old you are, it has merely just begun...so make it
count.




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