sweets

*Sweets*
2002-08-01 23:56:25 (UTC)

hm..

well I was feeling depressed and I was about to write (yet
again) something negative in this diary. but when I logged
in I saw I had a message from someone who's read my diary.
it made me smile to know that someone who I don't even know
would support me with what I'm feeling right now. well I'm
in a good mood now. haha I'm glad that there are some nice
people out there somewhere. I had such an urge to call
Dave today. but I resisted. "he always has something to
pull you back." reality slap. that made me think. I'd never
thought of it that way. but if you look at everything
that's happened.. it's true. we've broken up 3 times and
gotten back together twice. and after everything he did to
me, I still acted as his friend. I kept his secrets, I hung
out with him when he wanted me to (now it's getting me in
trouble because of those stupid stories he's spreading).
but I know the truth and that's all that matters, and with
the reassurance from certain people that I'm getting it
from. I'll be fine. thank you. and just when I think it'll
never get better, and I should just give up all hope of
ever being happy.. someone makes me smile. :)




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