Echo

crawing into my own deep dark depths
2002-08-01 00:46:18 (UTC)

7th week

today marked my 7th week i have been in this "place" i
am bord to tears. But i'm sure you have much better things
to read then me ranting.
2 of my best friends Kelly and tim just celabrated one
month of being together. god their so cute. their like a
cople that when you see them on the street you just wanta
hug. Why cant i find a cute girl.
on another note i couldnt sleep last night so i got up
and went downstears and turned on MTV and there was a true
life: i m coming out. i hate to sound stupid but it was
like fate. There was a story about a mormin guy who came
out to his dad and step mom, after under going electric
shock treatment. That was two years ago and his perents
havent talken to him since. This kid was thrown out of his
house because he was gay.
And another girl about my age who came out to her dad
who had his ideas that she was but it was hard for him. And
the mom wouldnt even go on camera. her story hit so close
to home.
I think my perents are catching on. But i would rather
it be a full surprise that im bi or gay because, well it
may sound horrabul but i want that vitory the vitory of
being abol to hid something like this. If they already no
then its like i have been exposed and not known it. I tell
you this because i dont want to hold anything back from you
readers.
echo




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