b. tindle

this stuff is real
2002-07-31 21:36:34 (UTC)

brain splatter.

ohhhhhhhhhh man.some girls i dont get.fuck it.there is not
a single girl on this planet that i will ever understand.i
believe the less i know the better.jamie you are the only
one i know that has access to this so i will use your name
at will.why does love have to be like this? this girl jamie
i swear is the one girl that i could see my self with for a
really long time.given she is the only girl i really talk
to but from where i stand you dont need to have other
girlfriends when you have someone like her.i have trieed
and tried to just get her to do like even a trial thing
just to see how it goes you know just a try at it.not
willing.she says we are too close to try something like
that.it might ruin what we have as friends.well sorry to
tell you this girl but not trying is kinda hurting it too.i
told her that i had done my part and that the ball was in
her court but i am not a patient person so i tried
again.still not willing.now i know why i wanting the
corps.to get away from this bullshit.they might jerk me
around a bit but anything could be better than this roller
coaster from hell.and i cant say i wish i could make her
see what feelings i really have for her but it is too late
for that she already knows how i feel about her.she knows
that i would treat her well she knows that i would be the
best i could possibly be.and the thing tht really urks me i
sthat ok our personalities arent the same.whos are but they
mesh nicely.all i wanted was a chance.she told me that its
not that she doesnt want to.well jamie guess what yeah it
is.because if it werent that you didnt want to then i
wouldnt be typing a sob story would i.you tell me that i
need to get out and meet people.how do you do that when you
cant stop thinking about someone knowing that it seems that
you yourself dont matter!




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