jade

STUPID GIRL :(
2000-10-26 01:42:27 (UTC)

:( :( It was not what I wanted..

:(
:( It was not what I wanted 5 mins for him to talk to me when his
friend was away from the comp. To say Hi baby and you should see me.
:( Well I have been waiting mnths to see you but u keep put me on
hold. I sit here and listen to his friend talk about him I guess
iam not worth his time in these last 10 days forever 10 min of his
reqal time for him to sign on and ask how are you feeling?
:( I don;t think I will ever fit into this man life ,can I be like
the other person on his life ? Can I be like the someone speical in
his life . I can't stand to hear how he pradies around that person
when is it my tuen for him to parde around me.
:( Why can't he signed on and talk to me. Why can't he show me he
care . Why do i feel like sh*t when he is sitting there with his
friend and other love one. Why Iam the one the gets put on hold .Damn
when is it my chance ........ I refuse to sit here and cry again
tonight. But i know i will cause iam a stupid girl........
STUPID GIRL~STUPID STUPID GIRL............ NO MAN CAN LOVE YOU HELLO
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE
COFFEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FEEL LIKE SH*T RIGHT NOW AND THEY SIT HERE AND LAUGH WHICH I CAN'T
AND I HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO LAUGH.I HOPE ANYONE WHO READS THIS WILL
LEARN FROM ME ....DON'T FALL FOR A MAN ON THE COMPUTER THAT LIVES IN
A NOTHER STATE WHICH IS NOT FAR FROM YOU. DON'T STAND FOR HE EXCUSES
CAUSE IF THE MAN HAS CHILDREN HE HAD TIME FOR THE WOMEN BEFORE U.

WHY CAN'T HE HAVE TIME FOR YOU...IF HE SAYS HE LOVES YOU.. WHOS SAYS
HE LOVE YOU AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU. THEN HE SHOULDN'T MAKE YOU
FEEL LIKE YOU ARE PUNSHIPING FOR WANTING TO BE TOGATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS A VERY SAD NOTE..