MissAxene

Unknown Part of Me.
2002-07-31 15:35:00 (UTC)

Peter Pan

there's nothing special happened to me today. well,except
that my husband called me while i was in a friend's house
helping her with her mom's birthday. We talked but we need
to cut it short cause i need to go and get the cake.

we had fun but not so much cause i need to go home early
cause my husband was supposed to call me but he didnt. so,
i called him and asked him if he's still calling me. He
said he doesnt have a phone card and he was waiting for me
to call too.

He gave me an info that something about my visa application
will come in the next three weeks. Next three weeks??? im
tired about all these shi|ts.

You know how tiring it is to wait for something that's not
definite? Waiting for something that you dont know if will
come. Half of my entire life is being wasted. I dunno.. i
feel that my life is very empty now... even if i'm ok with
my hubby now.

But then of course, at night, as i lay down in my bed, i
think about those people who are in deeper sh|t than
mine..those people who had lost their loved ones.. those
who are in great poverty.. those who are blind.. and cant
see the beauty of the world.. those who are deaf and mute..
who cannot express and hear what they feel inside.. those
who just weep in silence.. those who never have anyone to
listen to their agony and pains..

I wonder if they ever survived.. or they totally lost their
sanity.. too much of something is bad enough.. and too much
of nothing is bad enough too...

Im going to another place next week. I will have a seminar.
I dont know if i will enjoy it but i will try to. Seminar
sucks but they can add something to your knowledge. Most
speakers pretend they knew what they are talking about, but
when asked about something, some of them cannot answer the
question right directly to the point. Are they nervous that
their audience would noticed they are not prepared? :) if
you're smart enough, you will noticed that some of them
looks like they wish that none would ask something.But to
be fair, there are also good speakers.

I have to hit the sheets now and stay asleep under my soft
and comfortable blanket. Under the mighty shadow of
darkness inside my room and under the heavy sedative of
soft music, i will go to the never never land again. I hope
that peter pan is there to meet me. Together we will defeat
Captain Hook.

The rest of my family are now snooring. My sister is
sleeping with her mouth open. A good sight and perfect
habitat for an insect. :)

later.




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