the roof is on fire and i dont give a fuck
so i was just at dennys for almost five hours.
i saw a bunch of people.
people i didnt even want to see included.
its after three and im tired but i dont feel like sleeping
i have a lot on my mind and i think ive made a lot of
decisions tonight that however difficult for me will in the
end turn out the best
its scary to think im like her.
i dont like it.
i didnt see alli tonight.
i think i know whats going on
but whatever you know
am i asking too much
thats my song for right now
its a great song
i think i am
and i think i need too much actually
there was a cool guy we met there though
he was nice
that girl had really large boobies ha
she was walking into walls
im so out of it
too much coffee and not enough sleep
and candlebox is the only think keeping me from bawling
what would i do without music
i doubt id be here honestly
ani has no idea what she did for me.
no idea at all
i feel so fucking void
a big fucking mess of baggage and logic
swirling around in my fucking head
and nothing i can say make sense of any of it
and i can ramble and disect for hours.
but none of it will change anything
why does she do what she does.
why do i do what i do.
"but you let me fall behind, you let me fall behind"
she doesnt care.
shes too invovled with herself to even notice.
people should run far far away from me
what was i thinking
what the fuck did i expect
just another number
im not making any sense
im talking about so many different things and yet its all
just on big fucking blob
i didnt even realize
i was so oblivious
a few years ago this is not what i had envisioned for my
im not going to let anyone bring me down after all the
fucking shit that ive been though
i think i really am my own worst enemy the majority of the