Str8 Girl, Interrupted

New Job

Tomorrow at 4 P.M. I start a chapter in my life. I start
my new job. I must admit, I'm scared. I'm scared of
failing, yet AGAIN. I know I can't have an attitude like
that, so I try to not think about it. I've already let
Josh, my family...and everyone down by not holding down a
job the past couple years and I'm tired of it. I'm tired
of being "available" cuz I don't have a job. I'm tired of
being poor. I'm tired of not having shit and the shit I do
have...is shit. I'm sick and tired of being sick and
tired, so I'm putting my mind to it this time. I WILL NOT
FAIL AGAIN. Been there, done that and I won't do it
again. I won't let anything cloud my goals...granted
they're not that high, but DAMN I gotta start
somewhere...lol. So, here is my online, {raises right hand}
solemn swear that I will have this job for a long
time and I won't quit it unless I have a job where the pay
is equal or more than what I'm making now.

Bye all...