Michellelg27

The Daily Chronicles of Michelle
2002-07-30 18:22:05 (UTC)

Hello anyone out there?

I know I have an extremely boring life! I really feel like
no one reads this and I am hoping someone is paying
attention! Do you ever feel like that, like you are alone
and just floating along in life. That no on truly
understands you? The funny thing is we should be able to
understand each other because we share a common bond! The
bond of humanity! It means we should care and undestand one
another!
Today I tried to call some places that I applied at but I
got the impression they didn't care if people need a job to
pay bills. I hate it when you give your application say
someone will call you and they never do! They should say
someone may call you or no one will call you we will just
take your application and file it away somewhere! I hate
when people lie like that and you know and they know they
are lying! Anyways I am very upset today for serval
reasons., one being that no one has called me about a job
and I feel like I am wasting my time!
Another reason is my father is thinking of giving this
computer to my bratty sister! When I was 18, he never gave
me a computer! I don't see how she is anymore important
than me just because she is going to college! It pisses me
of becasue I am a writer and also write songs without the
computer I can not do these things! I can't make a resume
or even work on my web sites! All my sister will be using
for is word processing! First of all she is going to a
college here in town so she can come here to use the
computer! I can not go to her dorm to use it. My father was
like I don't care and I feel like he could care less about
my life. Everyone elses life is way more important to him
than mine. He took the van from me and always puts m last
of all his daughers. Its so not fair! I have to do his damn
housework yet no thanks, my sister get whatever she wants!
She gets clothes, her car fixed and now a computer! I am
nothing to him, he always yells at me and says I should
move out! I always says I need to get a job and i should
walk! I don't live close enough to anything to walk! He
says he won't co-sign an apartment for me! I can't get one
on my own and that is part of the reason I am still here!
He would do anything for everybody but me? WHY? I hate him,
he is such a bastard!!!!! Maybe I should tell oh by the way
I am a les bian because of him. It would crush all his
dreams of me ever getting married! Thats fine with me I
dont want to marry! Whatever! anyways.I have to go now and
watch my niece. If any of you ever have childern please be
nice to all of them equally. Bye. Stay tuned to my boring
life story..
Love
Michelle




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