AbUnoDisceOmnes

Ex Animo
2002-07-30 03:06:31 (UTC)

Guys

I think about him so much. I don't know what draws me to
him. I'm actually drawn to him a lot. His opinion means
SOOOO much to me. I just don't know why and I can't figure
it out. Maybe it's the talent, maybe it's the body type,
or maybe it's just the feeling of wanting to belong.
Whatever it is, it drives me insane. Any attention I get,
I suck up like a freakin' dog that hasn't had water for six
days. I am so pitiful and I have no idea why. Maybe it's
his age or maybe I just love his mind. I seem to just
stick to guys. I don't care what their age is and the one
guy I decide to date doesn't make me feel nearly as special
as any of the others do. I am SOOOOO wacked out. There
are at least seven guys I would do almost anything for. I
am such a wierdo. And although I have positively
identified this illness, I don't care and I don't want to
change it and I have no idea why. I make no sense
whatsoever.




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