Jessica T.

how i see life...
2002-07-30 03:01:09 (UTC)

who am i?

my life right now seems so so so very weird right now. as
of now i am sitting at rachel's house with jennie, rachel,
jennifer, dominic, amanda, sarah, allison and i think more
people are on the way. but anyway, my life is so weird
right now but i have no idea why. it feels like i'm just
floating in time and space. and it seems like all the
sounds and colors and pictures of my life are floating by
me. it's like i'm in a daze. why am i feeling this way?
maybe it's because it's my last summer before i'm basically
on my own. i am going off to college in exactly a month.
it's kinda scary for me. leaving my comfort zone and my
friends is a life changing event for me. it's like
starting all over. making new friends and being in a
totally different environment than what i am used to. i am
so so excited to be on my own though. it;s going to be
totally different than what i'm used to because i'm not
going to have to let my parents know where i am and what
i'm doing. i am going to have a chance to explore myself
as a person and learn more about me. being in high school
i really don't think there is time to learn and get to know
who you really are. i personally think that i don't know
myself very well at all. and i think that is really sad
that i don't know who i really am. i hope that this fall i
can open up and stretch myself to learn more about me.
there will be more time for me to sit and have personal
time with me. who am i? as of now i really don't know, but
hopefully i will soon.


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ok so i really like this quote so i'm going to put it in.
i hope you like it too!
"some love lasts a lifetome
real love lasts forever."




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