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the daily life of a dork
2002-07-29 19:44:19 (UTC)

I think i'm gonna b ok/ nhon letters

Yesterday i think i realized some things that maybe took
too long to figure out. my friend charlie almost died in a
car accident yesterday and he told me that i should
appreciate how my parents are so attentive of me. sometimes
it feels like they are overbearing but i guess it's cuz
they care so much that they dont want nething to happen.
and its not really their fault i dont go out a lot, mai
friends are not really here in the first place so i can't
really get out newayz. i hecka miss seeing mai friends and
i guess internet is what i got to make up for it. that
prollie explains why im online so long all the time. its
like my escape from being bored and it gives me something
to do besides sitting bai maiself. and at least i can talk
to mai friends sometimes when they are online. and i guess
im not alone cuz i do have friends online that at least
seem like they care. hue is online a lot to talk to me. and ray is
always there to make me smile. mayn i was up till three in the
morning on webcam haha and he drew a third eye on his face haha i was
lmao. mayn that dork can hella make me laugh!! its good to know that
im not alone though and i do have friends that don't want to see me
sad. havent got the chance to talk to huongeechan though cuz she's
been in her chatrooms, but i can when i come over and when
school starts again. sometimes i feel weird and a lil
ashamed talking to huong because of the whole nhon thing.
she had so much hope in us and i feel like i let her down
or betrayed her because she wanted us to work out so much.
i know i shouldn't feel like that cuz she is my friend and
all but i can't really help it i guess. i guess im gonna
have to talk to her about it alone and just get some stuff
straightened out. i think i've finally come to terms with
maiself with the whole nhon thing and i think im ready to
move on. life is weird when u wish and hope so hard for
something to come true, but then it doesnt and it feels
like its shoots you down sometimes. i think i understand
why things happened the way they did and why i should move
on, well part of this thanx to yuri. nhon may have liked
me for a time, but sometimes things just don't work out.
and maybe he finds it better not to talk to me about it
because i guess its something too hard to tell someone. i
remember the hardest thing for him to do was to make
someone feel sad and i guess it was too much for him to
tell me. he made me happee for at least a part of my life
and he always will have a place in mai heart. i remember
how he always told me to remember to smile... and another
thing that he wouldn't want me to b so sad about him,
because i was reading our old letters and remember when i
was sad before he would b so upset. i think the best i can
do is to move on and be happy cuz that is what he would
have wanted. i remember a poem he sent me that went
something like sometimes i wake up missing u like crazy and
i break down in tears, but what would i do if all i did was
be sad and cry over you. and it went on saying i got to
live my life and learn to smile cuz the thought of u being
sad over me brings tears to my eyes. and i guess in a way
it's telling me to come back into reality and start living
mai life before it's too late. life is too short to be sad
all the time. and i think i've been sad long enough. im not
alone and there are people that actually care so i am happy
(^_^)-
jaime

in memory of nhon ima post his letters so i can read them whenever i
feel sad...

hey jaymeeh! hella missin u babygurl...wutz dis bout me not wanna
talkin to u? u trippin gurl I like talkin to ur lil weird ass, its ju
z dat I've been busy wid fnals and projects and not onli dat my comp
is messed up..I hope to get my comp fixed back soon so I can get bak
on and make u smile again HeHeHe and wish huongeechan a happy b-day
for me kay..well take care I'll talk to u soon
hey jaymeeh how u been I hope u feelin bettah..its nice to se u smile
again...my internet is messd up so I can't go ond an talk to u....I'm
on mai friend comp right now...I'ma try to call u tomorrow if ur home
kay...it sux dat I cant talk to u but I'ma try to get mai comp fixed
juz so I can to talk to u and maske u smile again...it makes me happy
to see u smile again..I guess I'll talk to u lata kay bye good nite
take care and sweet dreams cuz I'ma dream of u and I'm serious bout
dat too and alwayz kepp smilin for meeh

ps: da only way I'll feel bettah is if u feel battah aslong as I know
ur feelin bettah then I'll feel bettah so din't eva be sad kay

hey jaymeeh! I left without sayin take care and goodnite
if I didn't say it then it would kept on botherin me
when I finish workin out my comp disconnected for some reason
I'ma go get a phone card tomorrow and I'ma call u
dis tyme I'll take da phone and hook it up to my computer
so my parents wun't spy on me or they go OoOoOoOo
I wanna hear ur voice again, ur voice sound soooo kute
and my voice soundz like an old man huh?
goodnite and take care jaymeeh cuz I will alwayz care
if u eva need any help or somone to talk to I'm alwayz hea
ps: LaLaLaLaHaHaHaHaLaLaLa, huh, hm, wut, hu, wut hm, huh, hm, wut
ahhhhh!!!

I'm sorrie jaymeeh dat u didn't get 2 talk to me...my parents had to
use da phone cuz they were callin long distance to vietnam...I juz
found out 2day my grandpa died...I dun't feel to good I'ma go so I'll
talk to u lata

take care


itz ok cuz I didn't get bak online last nite 2...I wuz watchin a
movie and I fell asleep...I really like dat pic u sent me, I saw dat
a pic a while bak and I wanted 2 send it 2 u but I couldn't save
it...didnt u know dat going to da mall wid ur parents is neva fun?
I'm glad dat u got a phone card now cuz I get to hear ur fobby voice,
ewwww I might hang up ...anytime would be good to talk to u so u can
call me anytime, and I'am get a phone card 2 so I can prank call u
HaHaHa...well I'ma go bak to sleep and I'll talk to u soon, bye
jaymeeh take care

ps: dun't worrie I dun't put peanuts in my protein shake ne more

Itz OK!!!
I'm feelin gay 2day so I'ma use pink fontz...I didn't know u play
basketball! damn ur like da perfect gurl I've been lookin 4...or
maybe ur juz tryna be like me ...I like da sailor moon pic u sent me
but is dat goofy lookin dude suppose 2 be me? well 2day I'ma go visit
my relatives so I hope u enjoy ur easter kay...bye jaymeeh see ya
lata

HEY JAYMEEH!
mayn 2day sux I wuz going to go take some pictures wid my friendz but
I couldn't get in touch wid em it wuz juz me and my best friend but
my otha friendz wanna take picz 2 so I couldn't left em out....well I
juz wanna wish u happy easter bye jaime take care cuz I will alwayz
care and have a fun easter!

ps: hey jaymeeh I really like ur lil angel jaymeeh design u put at da
end of all ur emailz so I'ma do my lil design 2 (hey I tried )
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~!LiL DeViL nHoN!~
I feel bad...cuz I left without sayin goodbye...and I'm sorrie I
gave u da same song from utada againz...I'm so sorrie...I saw u
online but u didn't reply bak...I hope ur not mad at me, well I gotta
go I have examz tomorrow...I'll see u soon kay and I wanna say
goodnite and take kare

ps: keep smilin for me cuz I'ma keep smilin for u have fun on ur
spring break!

hey Jaime! awww I hope ur eye iz alright cuz ur contact flew out..he
must of hit u pretty hard...did u find ur contact? HeHeHe I juz came
home from skool and da 1st thang I did wuz turn on my comp so I can
read ur email...ur email alwayz bring a smile 2 my face...and ur
email are alwayz so sweet sniff sniff I'm bout 2 cry hey ur on ur
spring break! I hope u have fun...I'm plannin to take some pictures
with some friendz on spring break and I'ma send em 2 u cuz u onli got
da print out pic of me in my towel HaHaHa...I still look at da picz u
sent me and I luv ur smile but minez iz bettah HeHeHe well I'll take
u lata and tell Huong I said hi too kay so till then take care *muah*
and a big hug from me 2 u see ya Huong! oh I mean Jaime

p.s. keep smilin for me ok cuz I will alwayz smile for u

hey huong! I'm not feelin good right I got a headache datz why I
couldn't say anything to dat gay dude but I'ma be aight when i get
some shut eyez...but atleast I feel a lil bit bettah now dat I know
ur feelin bettah...I juz wanna say goodnite, sweet dreamz, take care
and all dat good mushy stuff kay HeHeHe and keep smile for me ok oh
and HEY DID U DO UR HOMEWORK????
hey thea jaime! wanna know why I got diz big azz chezzy smile on mai
face? well I got ur letta! da mailman put it all da way in da bak so
I couldn't see it but my pop saw it and she gave it 2 me...Itz like
hella early right now, itz 7:00am ova hea...I couldn't sleep I kept
on dinkin bout dat letta u wrote me and da picz...My pop check da
mailbox when we were comin home from da hospital last night...da pain
came bak again so I had 2 my mom and she took me to da emergency room
butz I'm alright thou cuz ur lil poem made me feel so much
betta...but I also dink ur picz gave me dat heartattack HeHeHeHe
jk....I laughed when I saw huong put dork and jerk on da picz HaHaHa,
hey yall look hella short! nah jk HeHeHe when I saw da picz I wuz
like whoa! I luv ur smile and u look really differnt from ur freshman
pic, I prolly stared at da picz for like an hour cuz u so pretty and
da letta smellz hella good 2 HeHeHe...oh and dat dude u said who sign
ur gb on AA, I dunno who dat iz but itz not me but poem iz good so
juz dink dat itz me kay HeHeHe and I luv dat poem u wrote me, I
laughed, got mad, cried, did backflipz and all dat krayzie stuff when
I read da poem (really I juz laughed) HaHaHa ok ok fresh cherries do
taste betta than bottle ones kay? well I'ma catch some shut eyez now
I'll talk 2 u lata kay but till then take care jaime bye


wuz sup Jaime...did u have fun at karate 2day? did u dink of me when
u were at karate? HeHeHe....b4 u were bout to go I wanted to ask u
diz...well I'm joinin da navy in 3 monthz, and I'm going to get
stationed in fresno cuz they have a navy base there and afta I serve
my tyme in da navy I' plannin on stayin thea for good...and I wuz
dinkin durin dat tyme if ur not seein ne one maybe we can hook up? u
might not know diz but latley I been dazzin off in class and dinkin
bout u, I have diz big azz crush on u...eva since I met u itz been so
differnt...I dun't even know u dat good cuz I neva saw u in person
but I have diz feelin like I known u foreva...if I had a wish I would
wish dat I can meet u right now...datz how I feel about u, I neva
felt diz way about a gurl b4, maybe ur juz special...well I hafta go
now I'll talk to u on AIMS tomorrow kay...good nite, sweet dreamz and
take care ok muahz and a hug from me 2 u
-Nhon Jimmy Tram
-Protein (I like to drink protein shakes and eat protein barz)
-El treinte de Enero en 1984
-18
-Krayzie, Atlethic, Kute, Nice, & Funni
-Rice wid a 1 inch thick steak in some A1 suace
-Yellow
-I drive a 96 Honda Civic Si Hatchback....I wanna drive a Nissan R34
Skyline GT-R Vspec
-Makin someone else happy
-Makin someone else sad
-My friend dare me to piss on diz dude shoez ova on da next stall
while he wuz takin a shit
-Fillin up a garbage can and tilt it on da door and ring da door bell
and run....when da door openz GOOSH!
-Jaime Dollaga (She iz soo koo to talk to, she iz sweet, nice even
thou she claimz shes mean, she has da cutest smile, she da type of
person I can snuggle up wid while watchin a scary movie like The
Exorcist....ur prolly smilin az u read diz huh?)
-I dink u know
-Da 1st thing I notice iz thier eyez
-My homiez since I wuz 2 yearz old Tony & Lee and my dog Bo luv yall
-Ohhhh I wish I wuz an Oscer Myer weiner
-James Brown "I Feel Good"
-I Luv You Baby by Trish Thuy Trang




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