Marisha,Terry's imag. friend

life, or something like it
2002-07-29 04:08:32 (UTC)

lil bit bout today

so today was one of those days when my dad just starts
yelling and never stops (well it's yesterday cuz the clock
on this freaking site went nuts! and it pissing the hell
outta me). there was a lecture about how i dont so
anything, one about how i will never do anything, and
another one about how everyone who wants to be a
psychologist is a lazy retard, and a couple of minor ones,
that lasted less than an hour and a half. he even told me
to hang up on yuley, and she lives in israel and it was her
freaking birthday!!! so that wasn't nice at all...

as i got more depressed during the day i realised exactly
why i won't do anything on my birthday, but the fake smiles
is still the main reason... and i will probably get like 3
or 4 presents, most of which i won't like anyway... and
there are so much more things, but i can't write them, but
that's cuz people are reading this... his whole thing about
having a public diary, it sucks... just the other day i was
reading this one girl's entry and she wrote the exact same
words, and i was thinking to myself, just how much it's not
true... but when you come to think of it,- it is. so i
guess this might be the last public entry of mine, unless i
change my mind tomorrow, which might happen, who knows...

what was good about today... let's see.. well even if for a
short time, but i did talk to yuley... she said she might
come here on christmas! woo hoo! that's so cool!

and i'm sooo tired right now, i'm just gonna leava, and
finish writing tomorrow
peace out, marisha

p.s.: hey al!!! i wonder if you will read this...




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