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life of a porn star
2001-07-06 01:34:10 (UTC)

little tidbits/conformity

so i just got home from walking on the beach bc i
wanted to think about somethings but every time i sit still
enough, my head starts spinning and there are too many
things comming from all directions. so i was thinking to
myslef what am i gonna do with my life in the near
future.when i come home summer school starts and i will be
working but in between those i want to fill my time with my
friends. now i might seem like a bitch or a bad person but
i think its time to drop some of my friends that i have
right now bc they make me feel bad and they really arent
there like some of my other fiends have been. not to hurt
ne one ive appreciated everything ive had in my friends but
things change and im planning on making some changes for
the better in my life im tired of tagging along and being
miserable.
NEXT TOPIC- unconformity and why its the same as
conformity. like a couple of years ago it might have been
a way to be different but people are to opposed to what is
popular these days that what would be considered normal has
become negative. now i might sound kind of ignorant but ive
really thought about this. i personally shop at he gap and
old navy bc there are clothes there that are practical and
comfortable. i respect people who choose to express
themselves through thier style but everyone all of a sudden
wants to be different and rebellious by the way they
dress.after awhile nothing seems different any more. i
would probabally be a little more liberal with the way i
act and dress. but there is no point. i dont think of the
way i dress or my style but it doesnt mean i have no
personality i am still unique and i am an individual. i
dont know why i feel so strongly about this. i think people
should be nonconformists but not if they are going to look
and act like every other nonconformist on the block.
but that is just looks, i hate when people have to have totally
differnt ideas just for the sake of beig different. i respect most
peeoples beliefs and ideas if they make sence, but after awile it
gets so annoying and when you talk to people like that you feel lik
eyou r constantly being challenged and judged. i guess i have a
couple of people in mind while writing this. its weird i really
respect and like these people but i cannot see the logic in their
methods of unconformity. i htink we all should have our own strong
beliefs but if you belive in something just to have a reason to go
against what other people say then i think its really fake and that
you are a really big poser.
now im going to go put on some abercrombie and fitch cllothing and
say that you can all kiss my ass. peace and love





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