Lost_star

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Date: 3/3/2001

For you guy/girls who think suicide is the option.. don't
do it! things change! for good of for the bad.. right now i
am in a low point in my life ... things can only get
better... i hope! suicide is a way of letting people win!
and that isn't what you want.. you don;t what to run away
from your problems, i learned this the hard way....

Music- people listen to music they can relate to... at
least most of the time... I mean the music i listen to
reflects the way i feel, and when people wonder why i get
so mad when people who have never experienced what i have,
start listening to rock, and alternative...because they
think it makes them more "alternative" and makes them less
jappy less preppy, less sluttly... well guess what it
doesn't... except who you are... music doesn't change who
you are.. it give definition, it adds on to who you are..
it doesn't change you... to listen to alternative and rock
you have to know who you are and where you stand... I AM A
JAP!! I LIVE IN A NICE HOUSE.. WITH A GARDEN.. I HAVE A
PLACE TO SLEEP, CLOTHES TO WEAR, FOOD TO EAT.. I am better
off then a lot of people.. and i except that. I don't deny
it.. i am not proud of it.. I just except it..

Fuck it all, Fuck this world, Fuck everything that you
stand for. Don't belong, don't exist, don't give a shit,
don't ever judge me! a quote to live by... from slipknot

Jess

Resent update: There was alot of shit before this. But, it
was pointless so i just took it out!