imgodandyournot

harshmellow
2002-07-27 19:39:16 (UTC)

old entries in a ((real, wow)) diary

i found this sorta delirious, really sweet thing i wrote a
long time ago in one of my old journals, about how much i
love tedd and all the different things i love about him..
and i really do. i had forgotten some of these things...
lol here goes:

i love the way he listens to me, cares what i have to say,
humors me when he doesn't (that sounds cruel but isn't it
something we all do?...) i love the way he smiles, the way
he laughs, the way he wants so much to change, his unique
philsophies on life, on living and dying.. i love how he
was not afraid to cry, nor afraid to admit to me that he
did the way he always knows the right things to say and
that he was there for me even the day gage died.. i even
love the little things, the way he always holds my hand
when we're walking or just sitting together, the way i fit
so perfectly into his arms, the way he squeezes me so
tightly i feel like he neer wants to let me go...

i still love all that about him, and more.. its funny, i
feel so different than the person i was when i wrote that,
and it was only in may.. i've changed way too much, and i
don't really like what i've become :




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