OneGurlArmy

love and sex and miss-matched socks
2002-07-27 05:55:47 (UTC)

Tough

Right now things are not going good. While I was at work my
sister got caught sneaking out of the house twice. When I
am home I can always cover for her... but its soo hard and
she doesnt think to cover her tracks. Also, I guess to dig
herself out of trouble... lied again to my dad about some
more pills he found... telling him they are mine. They are
not mine. I am not stupid. And I hope he isnt either.

Also, my cell phone isnt working. Which means I am not able
to talk to Joe tonight. Sometimes, when things get bad like
they are now... I think of how easy it would be... just to
get away. I can transfer my classes to somewhere in
Arkansas... live with brittani for a week... and her mom
would use her credit card to get me a plane ticket and I
would pay her in cash... and i could be out of here in a
week... as soon as I get my next pay check. Joe would take
me in and support me until I got a job and started
school... he would help me with school... he told me
already. Then I could kill 2 birds with one stone. Get out
of this house... and be with the one who matters.

I know if i left, dad wouldnt let me back in... and if
things didnt work out with me and me and Joe... I would
either live with my brother in michigan, or with my friend
for life in Tennessee. I am ready to get out on my own.. I
am ready to live my own life... with the people i want to
live with.

Joe..........




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