Nicci

trapped with no way out
2002-07-27 03:26:38 (UTC)

7-26-02

wow today went fine.... well untill about 8. well i came
home early from a party to see chris... mike walked in the
door and chris didnt come. he stayed at there moms. so i
got mad cuz i came home early for him and he stayed at his
moms. and i new he was mad. so i got mad cuz i have no clue
why he was mad. i mean he left last weekend fine and didnt
seem mad. so i new something was up. so i got pissed. well
brandy told me that chris told mike that he's mad at me cuz
everytime he goes to hug me i back away and everytime he
holds my hand i let go. and i dont evenm fuckin do that. so
i dont understand. well then brandy called him and he wasnt
home so he told his mom to tell chris to call me back..
well chris never called me back. so mike calls up there...
chris was home... and i talked to chris:

me: hey why didnt you come over?
chris: i dunno
me: how dont you no? did i do something?
chris: no
me: fine whatever here's mike

and i didnt wanna talk to him... he lied to me... errr...
im so mad... and he's mad for something thats not even
true. i mean come on i have had like 4 or 5 bf... andmost
of them were rude. chris is my real bf. and i dont no how
to show affection to him. god.. man fuck it let him be mad
i cant do anything about it. i g2g bye

xoxoxo
nicci




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