Weezaholic Geek

the time of your life
2002-07-26 03:05:25 (UTC)

living in your letters

Dear you,

what is wrong with me right now? i feel like such an
idiot for feeling sad..i have no reason to. you have done
nothing wrong, or nothing to make me feel this way. but i
feel this way nonetheless. I feel like right now, without
you, I wouldn't be much of anyone. I have so many feelings
for you right now that I dont know what to do with myself.
i'm so so scared that you will leave...just walk away and
not care anymore and that makes me cry, even though i know
deep down that you wont. i want to say i love you so
badly...but i know that you haven't even thought about
it..and i know you will either not say it back, or say it
back and not mean it..i dont know which is worse...but i do
love you. i've been realizing this for the past couple days
now...i can't describe how you've made me feel or how much
happiness you've brought into my life. you'll never read
this...but i love you.
james, i love you.




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