AngelycNytemare

My Writings
2002-07-25 00:12:53 (UTC)

Poem: Giving Up

No more life left to take
No more heart left to break
No more lies I can tell
No more hurt I can spell
No more tears left to cry
This it my last good bye

I can't count the tears I've cried
Happiness I’ve been denied
A cold emptiness I have to face
Far from someones warm embrace
All hope gone from the soul
Sometimes wonder if I have one at all

A useless person who stands alone
I am the product of a broken home
Detructive thoughts fill my memories
Of all lost and gained enemys
The distant aroma of death
Motionless, this time, just to impress
I have a pointless existance
No good memories fading in the distance
Abandoned by my only friend
On which I thought I could depend

Today I wish
I’d cease to excist

I sit in my room and listen to silence
I wont do my work call me defiant
The feeling of cold tears on my cheek
Lost my voice; just afraid to speak
All hope realizes in my breath
I face the world and I wish I were facing death
Take this pain away
Here I do not wish to stay

Wrap your arms around my neck
Till I’m not breathing you can check
I scared and shaking now
I wanna die I wonder how
Take my wrists and make them bleed
Now my blood I do not need
That’s to much pain and takes to long
Now I want to be gone
If I take these pills and go to sleep
No longer will I need to weep
The bottles hard to open and it's hurting my hands
Quickly take them before I change my plans

I look around this world I will not miss
I close my eyes and now I cease to exist




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