KoalaBearCara

behind the winning smile...
2002-07-24 17:21:39 (UTC)

its final...im addicted for life

ok so i was online last nite and i saw dan sign on. at
first i was like, ok cara you can resist the urge! but
after a while i just couldnt stop myself and i asked him if
he was mad at me. then he said "ummm, whos this?" so i was
like ok, bad idea but wutever i dont care. then he
goes "wait...im sorry for saying that" im just like
ok...then i thought about wut had just happened and i
said "god damn i cant even go one day without you, i miss
you so much." he said "i miss you too". yippee? i dont know
if this is a good or bad thing because now he wont ever
believe me again when i tell him i dont wanna talk to him
anymore. im such a pushover i hate myself because im not
strong enough. i need help from yall! tell me what u think
i should do, and just be brutally honest.
but after i got offline he called and we talked for a
while. he was being SUCH an ass but we ended up saying i
love you...its a love/hate relationship. so yall pleeeez
tell me wut u think i should do! i need advice quick.
ok i will just tell you bout the rest of my nite cuz
there is nothin else to write. HAHA that rhymed. ok well i
watched 'clueless' with my sister and laughed my ass off.
ok yall that is my favorite movie! remember that, k?
hehe... anywaysa...me and my mom also watched home videos
and that always makes me cry. i remember when everything
used to be so simple and i dunno, im so emotional! thats
also because i'm a cancer (zodiac sign) and i eat, drink,
sleep and breathe drama. my controlling planet is the moon
so my emotions follow the phases of the moon and i am more
emotional at nite. i love night time i wish i could sleep
all day and party all night. someday, cara, someday...




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