Emotional

All about me....
2002-07-24 09:44:46 (UTC)

The days get harder

Today sucked!!! well I got to go to the mall...But anyways

I am gonna go back in the past a little bit and say about 6
months around Feb..I met this guy Mark, he was way
different than me ...way different then me..
well at that time I was big into drugs..I got hookwith the
wrong people well you can say...but I can't blame them it
was me too...The first thing about a drug problem..is
coming to glimps with you haveing a problem...well he hung
out at this restrant and well he came in and well my heart
hit the floor..Omg I want him..I never was into the punk,
hardcore guys before , but him....oh my ....

well I got the nurve to say something to him...
I looked at him and said hey spiky(he had spikes in his
hair)(oh my) ..I was like Hey spikie can I take your
picture and he was like ...Yeah if you are in it..so I ran
over there and got into his arms...I felt good and well we
talk for days and months.... and somewhere in between
there I fell hard ..oh my

And well i did not know there was this other girl well he
desides to tell me..

well let make this story short....he picked her..
After he promised he would never date her....

Tonight in our convo he called her his lady..That
hurt..well I did not say the time when he told me he was
picking her...well in was the same week Grandmom
passed...And a guy I knew Ricky...Man can my life suck...

I love Mark so much...
well lets sum things up....

1. Grandmom passes
2. Mark picks her and doesn't need me anymore.
3. Mark never talks to me unless I im him or call..
(except for tonight..well that kinda made me happy)
4. Jp ditches me...

and there is so much more...
Damn...I love life

*~~ E Moe*~~




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