sweetaddiction

silly girl

i am tired of crying for you
how long will it be
before you tire
of lying to yourself.

i can not afford any more
mistakes.
you have no idea how much
discipline
this takes.

you can not walk alone.
i bled you.
i fed you.
i hurt for you.
and i needed you.

so little time.
and i never realized
how deep i was attached to you.
until you strayed.
the light above me was flashing
but i didnt notice.
till it faded.
away.

silly girl...
lost in thoughts of romance.
trapped in her own fairy tale.
maybe she should have listened.
when they told her that
nothing is real in this world anymore.
hope is lost in others pessimism.
maybe now...
shes learned her lesson.