Sadie

Broken dreams
2002-07-23 22:25:14 (UTC)

I'm so upset

I was going to go meet these guys that Briana, Emily and
Ashley met last year adn I would've if I wasn't up north.
Well they are coming down again this year. TOmorrow to be
exact and Em adn Briana want me to go then Ashley goes adn
says that she doesn't want me to go she said.
I really love you and i'm sorry But I don't really want you
to come.
I said okay I respect that adn I won't go.
I was being pretty nice for what she said. I was gonna
leave it at that. So I was talking to Briana and she was
just like I don't know what to say. So then Ashley not
dropping the subject says.
I'm sorry it's just that you adn BRiana and Emily always do
things together. (BIG LIE) And you never invite me I
thought us three could do something without you.
Great and when I told Briana this she said I'm sorry and
she told me to come anyway. I said Ashley will hate me.
Briana told me that Ash will just have to deal. So I hope
that I can go but I don't know I think I have a 4-h meeting
tomorrow night then I'm going to go to my grandma's house
then we're going to go up north THursday morning and I
won't be home till monday or tuesday. So I think I'll just
take off and not tell any of my friends and see if they
wonder where I am. I doubt they will. hehe. I'm so evil. If
they call and wonder about me I'll know they are my friends
but if not I won't and I'll be sad. ya know. I wish I had a
phone to take up there so I could talk to dad and stuff. I
feel badish cause i just got home yesterday adn I'm taking
off again. Neither Brandi or I will be home this weekend. I
wonder if Emmie can come over when she get's home unless
dad doesn't care.
Well I'll talk to you later. I gotta go.
Sadie




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