OneGurlArmy

love and sex and miss-matched socks
2002-07-23 04:46:24 (UTC)

nothing new besides lots of fighting

Im fighting like crazy with everyone I know. Sister.
Jessica. Brittani. Jamie worst of all. I even got into an
arguemen with Joe on the phone. It is fine now... but he is
the only one I am getting along with. I am not sure what is
wrong... but nothing seems to be going my way. I am sure I
will start feeling better soon. I cant figure out why i
pick so many arguements. it will be ok though.

I think I have fallen in love with Joe. There is no reason
to think I havent. But i am afraid. I am afraid that it is
possible he can just turn around and never talk to me, and
I would have no way of talking to him and I would never see
him again. And the more distance there is between us, the
more chance there is of me getting hurt. HE tells me he
feels strongly for me... but what does that mean? If he
didnt seriously like me or feel anythign like the way i
feel for him... would he spend 3-4 hours every night
talking me to sleep? And would he need the constant
reasurance that there isnt another guy in my life? I dont
know why i question it. I know the answer. I just need to
see myself work it out.




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