jade

STUPID GIRL :(
2000-10-25 06:41:29 (UTC)

:( :( :( :( : (:( :( :( Sad is..

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Sad is how I feel right at this moment,Iam in love with a man I have
never met.I know STUPID GIRL. I hate to cry but I have tonight, I
haven't cryed like this sence I was a child! I couldn't believe my
heart is hurt so over not speaking to him in 9 days... I thought I
felt my heart crush tonight when I was in the car driving, I didn't
even know where I was going all I knew was driving away from the
computer of PAIN.
I had to pull over cause Iam not sure if I couldn't see in front of
me cause of the rain or my tears. After 10 minute went past it was my
tears blocking my view to drive. I had to pull myself togather so I
could get home. I lite a Newport inhailed and turn up my Sublime Cd
and drove home thinking you STUPID GIRL.

But I kept saying to myself walk past that computer and go to bed
well guess what its two thirtynine in the moring I said that two and
half hours ago..So I thought i would write to you and spill my heart
out cause paper or a blake computer screen always seem to be a good
listener to my problems.
One last note: Iam 23 sitting here with a EMPTY HEART , BUT I ALSO
CAN FEEL MY HEART CRUSH INTO A MILLION AND ONE
PIECES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!THAT IS MY TEARS FROM MY HEART.