bugaboo9128

Diary
2002-07-22 11:39:02 (UTC)

Early

Well, it's 4 am and I still can't sleep i took some
medicine but its not working. This is the third night that
I haven't slept. I spent all night just looking in the
mirror, wondering all the what ifs. Alot of that time was
thinking about Chad and how much he's brought to my life-
nothing good. I wrote him a letter, i don't know if i'll
send it. i won't get arrested for this one. why does life
have to be the unexpected? i want to know what will happen
in the soon future so i can prepare, though if that was
true then we wouldnt have anything to hope for i guess. saw
crocodile hunter yday, it was alright i guess, that guy is
a total idiot though. CrIkEy!




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