Retarded Crow

The Rusty Carrot
2002-07-22 04:18:09 (UTC)

Sunday Sunday Sunday

Ugh. I keep having the same days over and over again,
but they all seem to have differant names. I get up late,
if I even go to bed, and sit my ass in front of the
computer, not much else happens.
I found out Corey reads this. No big deal. Thats why I
have it public.
I got my first message on here today. I forget who it
was from, as I looked at it almost an hour ago, and I dont
want to take the meaningless time to go back and look at
it. She just stated that she felt the same way as me,
wanting the company more than the sex. We wished eachother
luck, and kept on with our lives, oblivious to what might
have been.
Sarahs still in Florida, having a grand ol time. I didnt
hear from ehre tonight as I came on too late.
I just finished the Cowboy Bebop marathon that was
recroded yesterday on our trusty Tivo. Thats a great show,
although it makes me think our cartoon may never get going,
which it hasnt, and the music is just too swanky for any
single guy to listen to without falling over crying.
Unfortunetly I did not cry. I wished I had because it would
have let some stress out, but, I try to force myself to
every sleepless night, and nothing. I hope I'm not evil...
I dont know why I ask to go with Corey, Nick and Jeff
when they go out. I would be the odd one out, and I always
ruin everything anyway. I just get to anxious...
I hope things get better, or worse, so as I will have
some ligitimate reason to be depressed.

-Crow




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