i cant be perfect

i dont try to be beautiful
2002-07-22 00:33:11 (UTC)


Yay its my birthday and i am doing nothing at all i am
sitting in my room while my boyfriend is sleeping and i am
just listening to music this is depressing me and making me
upset i just wanna cry i have no birthday presents or
anything it sounds kinda greedy but i was brought up like
that in a rich family at least my friend diana bought me a
present it was a picture of babies i have obsessions with
them cause i had an abortion last year and i wanted to keep
it....but anyhoo its only 830pm and i am bored and i will
go take a nap