Wildthing1983

Emotions......I have lost my love....

Dear Diary,

Yeah, I'm back and even more lonely. Only cuz my fucking
ass has to go into romance mood. I hate being able to feel
these feelings and not being able to show them to someone.
It hurts so badly. Here is a song I love, I just feel like
putting it in here......

All I am, All I'll Be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

I do, Cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, Love you still
From the depts of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

I do, Cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will, Love you still
From the depts of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

That song is by 98 Degrees for all you peeps that don't
know. I just love that song. I would love to make love to
that song. I'm not talking about sex making love, I'm
talking about the honest to God thing, making love. That
would be wonderful. But I'm not keeping my hopes up on
that. All I can do is dream.

Sometimes, dreaming can be as painful as life.

For all you out there who are in love or have someone,
don't let go of them. Hold on as tight as you can, work
through things. Sometimes love only comes around once.
Enjoy it, Cherish it, this may be you're only chance to
have it.

-Heather