NIB4ever

Life At South
2002-07-19 23:11:32 (UTC)

One F***ed up day

My mom went totally crazy on me today, saying she knows im
praying for her to die, and all that bullshit. I'm so
pissed of, I may have to call my fuck up for a father to
come and get my ass. I refuse to be held responsible for my
actions if she goes crazy again. It has been a long ass
time since i last wrote in this shit. My summer has been
completely wasted caring for my bitch of a mother. She
needs to suffer for all the crap she's done to me. If I
haven't mentioned it before, she has cancer. I don't give a
damn anymore. my brother and sister have left it up to me
to care for her ass. LIKE ITS MY FAULT FOR MAKING HER
SICK!! YOU COULD HELP ME ONCE IN A WHILE GODDAMN IT! My
friend and i were supposed to hang out today. because i
wanted to sleep in, she made plans with someone else and
didn't call back. DAMN IT! WHAT IS SO FUCKING WRONG WITH
WANTING TO SLEEP THE FUCK IN?! WHAT IS WITH STUPID WHITE
PEOPLE CALLING AT 9AM ASKING 'CAN YOU DO SOMETHING
TODAY?' 'WHAT ARE YOU DOING?' 'CAN YOU DO SOMETHING TODAY?'
SHUT THE FUCK UP! I WASN'T EVEN THINKING ABOUT ANYTHING
BEFORE YOU WOKE ME THE FUCK UP! IT IS JUST NOT RIGHT FOR 14
AND 15 YEAR OLDS TO WAKE UP AT 9AM ON A SUMMER MORNING
UNLESS YOU GO TO SUMMER SCHOOL OR ARE GOING TO CHURCH OR
HAVE A DRIVING LESSON OR SOME SHIT LIKE THAT!! DON'T GET UP
EARLY JUST TO CALL MY ASS!!!




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