Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2002-07-19 12:17:58 (UTC)

Shoujocon And Beyond

Thankfully I'm over my depression. And just in time for
Shoujocon too! There's a blessing. Really, why I was so
depressed was just as I thought, the fear about moving and
going to school is becoming more and more real with the
advent of every convention. After Otakon next weekend, I'm
probably going to be a basketcase. But I'll try to think
positively.

I've decided a few things though. With not going to work
today, I've made up my mind about the next week. And I
will go to work on Monday, however, that's only to make up
for not showing up today after Monday, that's it, I quit.
Forever!!! I'll have a nice long chat with Randy and
explain to him that I'm leaving and that he can take that
job and... Re-staff it! This will leave me the rest of the
week to prepare for Otakon. Otakon will come and go as
usual and then I will begin the preparations for leaving
for Anchorage. Getting my immunization records, getting
financial aid together, getting my plane ticket.
Everything. I'll try to stop being a spaz, but really I
can't help it sometimes.... It's just the way I am.

However this will all be going down next week. I want to
go back to focusing on taking everything one week at a
time. I want to take things at a snails pace bacause to
much attention to my impending move will rapidly shift me
into insanity. Which, quite frankly, is not that big of a
shift.

So once again I'm off to another glorious Shoujocon. I'm
hoping it will be good, even though they didn't ask me to
do any panels this year, the bastards! So I'll see
everyone who's going down there!

Shoujocon ahoy!!!

Woo-hoo: Back in the swing of things!!!

Barf: Hoping we don't get lost getting to the convention.

Current Song: Wands's Flower (My karaoke song for tonight!)




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