lee_the_messed_up_punk

my #ucked up life
2002-07-19 07:21:18 (UTC)

bum showers, and rip off artists...

1:29am friday morning

I have to backtrack a bit because I missed a day. Man
did I ever fall off of the wagon this time. Just when I
got back on, I fell off harder than ever.

After writting I did go for a jog, and it was nice.
The sun was shining, people were walking there dogs, bla
bla, and so on. Got home and called up my friend to go job
hunting. On my way too meet him I stopped off at the pawn
shop and sold a couple of cd's and a playstation controller.

$7 for the cd's
$6 for the controller
(what a rip off)

We met at 7eleven wich seemed to be the half-way
point and biked to Henery Armstrongs to print out our
resumes. Well, I already had mine, but he needed his.
When we got there I realized that I had forgotten the disk
so I politley asked them if I could use there computer for
a couple of minutes. They said 'shure', and pointed to a
sign on the wall that read,

$5 dollars to open a file
additional time spent will cost more.

What the fuck is that. Five dollars just to open a
fucking file. Thats bullshit. What a bunch of crooks.

Since I didn't want to pay five dollars to open a
file, we decided to say fuck job hunting, and biked back to
his house. There we listened to some music, and watched a
movie called 'Storm Chasers.' It was a Japanease movie,
dubbed in english, and in my opinion it sucked. It made no
sence, and even if you wanted it too, it was pretty much
pointless. A shure waste of time.

After that we went over to my other buddies house,
where we pretty much wasted more time before deciding to go
to my house to work on a song. On the way back we stopped
at the vendor to pick up some beer and smokes, then the
madness began. 1,2,3,4,5,.....and so on, untill they were
all gone, and back to the vendor we went. We finished the
song, and for real, its great. By the time we finished I
was hammered, and everyone else was high.

They had the munchies so we went to the pita pit, and
got some pita's. Fuck was I drunk, I was standing outside
of the pit, telling eveyone that it was closed for
renovation, and shit like that. Just some drunken,
bullshit.

They went home and I went home.

yipity shit, eh

The next day I wolk up at 8:00pm, and remembered there
was a freestyle battle going on downtown that started at
9:30pm, so I quickly took a shower, shit, didn't shave, and
ate some cerial. My buddy picked me up and we went
downtown. Damm there was a lot of hot chicks out. Dont
know where they all came from, but for real they were
everywhere.

We parked behind the bar, and finished off the left
over beer from last night in the car. After that we went in, and
found out that it was postponed untill next week, so back to my house
we went(after stopping at the vendor of course). Before
going to my house we drank at the park, were the freaks
were out, and about wondering around. One was even using the city
sprinkler system as a shower. It was a funney sight.

My buddy dropped us off at my house where we drank
untill about 1:00am. Everbody left and it was just me and
about ten beers. I went on the internet for a while and
made somewhat of a fool out of my self, before deciding to
phone this girl I barely knew. We talked for about four
hours(untill 5 in the morning). Then it was back to the
computer I went. Fuck was I drunk. Remind me never to go
on those damm chat lines ever again, before changing my
name. I totally made a fool out of myself. Anyways...

Eventually I passed out and wolk up the next day at
9:00pm. Got up and went grocery shopping, watched tv, and
felt like shit. I hate alchohol.

Now its 2:21am, and I still feel like shit. What the
fuck am I thinking getting all drunk and phoning people I
barlely know. Fuck. We talked for a long time so the
conversation must have been good, but what the fuck was I
saying to her, shit, im embarrased.

Anyways my head hurts, and I just wanted to catch up
on what was going on im my messed up life, and when i'm
back to normal again, well, i will....who knows?

l8ter
-lee_the_fucking_alchoholic-
(i need to quit, for real)




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