simon_says

i hate envying people

i don't understand why i wish to be in someone else's foot
steps. i guess because my life is so meaningless and
boring. its horrible. i need to embrace my life. i
shouldn't be such a complainer. it could always be worse.
and it isn't. i should shut up and just take my life for
what it is. and if i do have a problem with it i should
take action instead of sitting back and wishing. what an
idiot. i envy people so much. i wish wish wish all the
time. gosh. what a loser. i need to just sit back shut up
and deal. i mean what is my problem. if i really needed
something i could have it. but i dont have it so i probably
dont need it.