SoConfused

~Brandi Marie~
2002-07-19 03:55:32 (UTC)

Embarrassed

Last night, after they showed the movie, I got kinda
excited. Everone was going to begin a grill-out and a
watrer-balloon fight. A bunch of people said I'd "done a
good job" and kept hugging me and I kept thinking, "My mom
and dad should be here. It isn't right. This is a major
point of my life and my parents aren't here." I got so
upset I left early because I didn't want anyone to see me
cry. My dad would've ben there if not fo work, but my mom
just doesn't go to church. She's a Christian and all, but
dad............ well, I'll talk about that later. But
still, it' upsetting to me. Church has become a major part
of my life, and it feels strange to have a part of my life
without my mom. I was so embarrassed last night. I left
early and mom was like, "Why are you home?" I didn't say
anything.
VBS is over. I wish I could go to church every day.




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