PunkrGrly

~WoRlD o' ThOuGhTs & DrEaMs~
2001-07-02 07:44:54 (UTC)

~*~The Last few Months~*~

Well, it has been awhile since i have wrote in a diary or a
Journal. So there are many things i have to write about.
Well, to start off there are many bad things that have been
going on but there are also some VERY good things that have
been happening. I will start off with the good things...

I met this guy over the internet awhile ago. We seemed to
really hit it off when we would talk to eachother online so
we thought we should meet. Quite awhile after we started
to talk online we met. His name is Jason and he is 22. We
both are from the same city and when we met it had seemed
that we had know eachother for many years. So we became
very close. I have shared many things with him. One thing
that is very important to me is losing my virginity to
him. He knows that this means a lot to me and shows him
how much i care about him. So he makes sure that he
doesn't hurt me in any way. We have not yet gone out like
became a couple or anything but we spend lots of time
together. There have been a few other guys that are
special to me. One is Yazmine. I fisrt met him when i was
in drives ed a few summers ago. We have become close.

My friend Karyn has moved in with me. We get along great
but i like to have my OWN alone time everyonce and awhile.
It is hard to be ALONE and i get annoyed of her some days.
This i can't really help though. I try not to show that i
am annoyed but it can be hard.

Ok now to the bad things. The number one things would have
to be my parents getting a divorce. This has been really
hard on me. I just hate not having both of them all the
time. I also feel like i am put in the middle a lot. My
dad has a new g/f and i like to be be around her she is
really cool. But i can't let my mom know that i do things
with her and my dad because she would get all mad and hurt.

Well, i am done writing for tonight i will write more later
or tomorrow.




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