OhBaby It Is Me

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Humm, I don't know, nothing at all happended that was
bad so why in the world am I not feeling so good about it?
I actually didn't want the same thing he didn't want so why
is this so hard to swollow? I'm so lost right now and for
some reason I feel ashamed, I haven't figured out why yet.
I think, actually I don't. why do I feel the way I do?
What did I do to deserve all the shit I've been getting? I
really don't care anymore, i truly don't. Fuck all this,
and fuck chrissy the stuid lying ass bitch