Jessica T.

how i see life...
2002-07-18 14:24:54 (UTC)

first time

so this is the first time i have done this. i mean i've
written in diaries and journals before but not for other
people to read. i'm not the type of person who likes
people to know or see their emotions. for the longest
time i never cried in front of people, not even my
friends. and today i still don't like to. i have no idea
why i hate showing my emotions it's just always been like
that for me. maybe it's because i'm really a shy person
and i don't want people to know what i'm like and for them
to judge me. i hate being judged. you know you can just
tell when people are judging you. by just the way they
are looking at you. they get this look on their face
like, "oh my god, what is she doing? what a loser."
don't tell me you have never thought this about this too.
or even judged people like that. because at sometimes in
my life i have done that too.




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