Str8 Girl, Interrupted

My Life is a Drama....
2001-01-08 04:54:03 (UTC)

Gia Marie Carangi

Here's my attempt for this evening at an entry. I just
hope my bootleg computer doesn't kick me off.

Well, I guess what's on my mind today is Gia. Gia Marie
Carangi...what a life...I mean, how horrible must it have
been for her and her family. If you don't know who she is,
which alot people don't, look it up...
(www.giamariecarangi.com) She's the interesting person I've
yet to know of. It's such a shame she died. Well, my
interest is bordering obession today...so enough of her.

Today was a pretty boring day. I did nothing but watch
movies and be online. This will all end soon enough
though. I start my new job Tuesday. I'm a bit nervous.
I've never had a "real" job...where I actually have to look
nice and all that junk. It's a bit much, but I mean, I
hope I can pull it off. A month away from the work
scene...it's a little scarey. I'm just anxious to see what
it's all about. I just want a PAYCHECK!!! Please gimme a
PAYCHECK!! :)

So, people may ask me...are you happy? I would have to say
yes. Right now, I feel comfortable with my life. All my
friends are okay. There is no drama as of now. Until
Chris an Marc start fighting again...which is inevitable.
They always ruin my hope of them ever being close to
friends. But all good things come to end, I know this and
I've come to terms with it long ago. I just savor every
moment with them together and squish it around in my mouth
a little longer than usual. It's really precious to
me...but it never lasts long. It's when I'm most happy.
When Josh, Chris, Marc and I are all in the same
room...laughing and talking and joking together. It's when
I feel the most happy.

So, I watched the new rave show on Showtime tonight, Queer
as Folk...ummm...can we say unrealistic?? How hornballish
is this show. I mean, I've never been to a gay club where
there's an actual FUCKING room. C'mon...I'm sure some
dirty-butts would like that, but not my gay friends. It
kinda makes me nauscous...just to think that they would
portray the gay lifestyle as something so, ehhh....dare I
say? SLUTTY! Well, anyways, I didn't like it much,
needless to say.

Well enough for tonight...




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