Shot

CONFUSING VIDA

What the hell do I do?

See, I don't know. No, I really don't.

Yes, I want to move as soon as possible to Costa Rica and
finish my education there. I also need money to do it.
But, do I finish school here and go on social security?--my
disabled ass could qualify. Or do I work for a few years
at the merc with my cousin and save up good money?

Could I leave now? Not really. I don't want to leave
without seeing Aubrey through into womanhood, because I
worry and love her.

I can't make a decision right now. And I've been thinking
about it all day.