Blaine

broken wings
2002-07-18 01:14:13 (UTC)

well an update...

My step-dad (paul) has now decided to act as if nothing
happened. AND MY MOM IS LETTING HIM! What a great example
to set mom. When you get treated like shit, and men make
you cry, you should forgive and forget without an appoligy
or even a secound thought. The only reason he decided to
stay was probally, becausehe he didn't have eanough money
to move out on his own. It is all bull-shit, if you ask me.
I wasn't at all sad about the fact that he was moving out.
Now i'm pissed, cuz he says all this shit then he just
comes home from work like nothing happened. Don't get my
hopes up, you know? OOOh well, whatever, I'm just pissed of
in general, about everything. I'm having the worst day, and
you know the saddest thing is that I have nobody to share
this with, I just write about it in this damn diary. wtf.
There is nobody that I talk to cuz it is too personal, and
I'm not like that. I don't have casual conversations, and I
cant write about it in here, because most of it is to
personal too. I don't want the whole world to know every
detail of my life. There are some people that you don't
want to read shit you know? So I just keep it all to
myself, and I don't want to.




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