Mari

chosenone
2002-07-17 17:03:33 (UTC)

Kat.........

she says that heidi can give her a more intense love. heidi
has 16 yrs on me of course her love would i don't know. i
can't help what i feel and i can't turn it off as easily as
kat did. i wish i could. it would make alot of things
easier. i feel bad cuz she doesn't know how much i
appreciated everything she said to me and i did. anyway i
want to give her what she wants and make her happy but she
wont give me the chance to prove myself to her. i don't
know what to do i just can't forget about our love like she
did. she asks me if i remember the night we made love all
night. i do and i remember how i felt and i remember how i
felt when i asked her to marry me and she said yes. i
thought that was real. i thought that would show her how
much evreything she said to me would mean but i guess not.




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