1/2 way through? i duno
God! i havent write for days...why? i duno...just so damn
the day before yesterday, i finally asked mum whether she
recieve my mail or not, she said yes she did, but she didnt
reply ...and i wonder if she's lying when she said her comp
crash!!! oh! what a coincidence.
She came to my room, talk to me...
the thing is that she said she is in a confuse state abt
and she seems v pressurize...i do not noe.
she said she doesnt want to upset me...but she wont
encourage me to go.
she wont give me an answer, she said.
i do not noe.
My dad told her, if anything happens, he wont be
responsible, and he wont give me extra allowance for that
what a dad! i do not care, i still wanna go..
but lately, i am confused abt my thoughts too, whether if i
really really wanna go..
im going to speak to dad soon, please give me power!!!!
MY IRRITATING FAT CAT IS SINGING SO AWFULLY SHE THINKS SHE IS A GREAT
SINGER? GOD DAMN!!!!!!!! SHE IS DAMN AWFUL MAN STOP!
he's becoming to dislike me...
nth i can say..he dun understanding that im growing up.
how would he understand? im no longer his girl anymore....