Spyderman of this century

the story
2002-07-17 06:02:33 (UTC)

wish i could live my life in an alchoholic daze

ok, so its like tuesday night. saturday i had to go to
peoria w/ my family, and my sisters new "boyfriend" whose
kinda a friend of mine. but anywyas. i found out about my
familys summer vacation next year. i guess were goin to
nevada, to live on a house boat for a week or someshit.
were gonna go to vegas, which sucks, cuase i'll only be
20. grr. if they fly, i might just drive my jeep down
there. get some awesome offroading in. that would be cool.
go check shit out. but moving on. last night, i got drunk,
really really really drunk. i remember talking to someone,
and i think i told them something, but now i feel bad. it
was soemthing that they shouldnt, dont need to, know. i
have alot of those secrets i guess. secrets that i have to
keep to myself. less than a month left till i get to move
away, to school granted, but away nonetheless. why do i
have to live my life hating myself?




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