Peaches

So

I'm so depressed. I am so Pathetic, absolutely pathetic. I am
truely..................so far removed from..........when
you're in so much pain you can't cry. or there's so much
missing you want to just disappear. and you're standing
there, and all the people..........and your hands begin
shaking, slowly at first, and then harder and harder, and
your neck itches and burns in the abscence of the stiches and
then your knees buckle...............and you look into their
eyes, and..............then you feel the dampness on your
cheeks