Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2002-07-17 02:41:56 (UTC)

How Just..

Well it seems everything is back to the way it was in the
old days for me and Jay, except hes on at 1 and well im
usually in bed by 12. Well i seems my boyfriend is driving
now, so proud of him. Well today was exsusting. I didnt
sleep well last night so i didnt get much sleep woke up at
8 rolled back over and slep till 9. Than i had to be at
work at 9:45 and work till 3. Than we all, inlcuding
brothers friends and boyfriend and even later Phill joined
us, went swimming. That was fun, we all played chicken.
Than bros friends went home and we all ate. Than Dave came
over, its been almost 2 months since i last saw him, and
boy he still looks good. Hey nothing wrong with looking,
right? Well its seems Phil is moving away. Oh well. The
only thing im going to really miss about him was well it he
was the reason we all hung out. I mean not that he was the
only reason, but well he was the one who kept us together.
Well on top of that i dont know why but i dont like us
being a couple in front of those 2. Me and greg that is.
Right be4 Dave showed up, we were in the doorway of my
brothers room, well it would of been a serious make out if
he hadent showed. Actually I wish he hadent showed, well
maybe not right then. When i think about it im actually
glad we dont "PDA" Public Display of Affection. At least
that way i can still flirt, still look good, not worry
about a boyfriend taking up all of my time and still have
fun in orchastra. The only thing is if school turns out how
i think it will, i dont want the same thing happening with
what happened with me greg and pj. With me leaving one to
right out with the other, i still want not enought time to
think about other guys. I still want him to take up my
spare time, but i dont think that will happen, mostlly
because i wont have any.




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