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Hot Pink Notes
2002-07-16 12:12:08 (UTC)

SAD

I feel a little bit sad, but I don't know why. I just feel
like crying and crying and crying. I wish I knew the
reason, but I seriously can not come up with it, there's
nothing wrong with me at the moment, I think that maybe I
have a lot of pent up emotions and things are slowly
starting to get to me. There's the issue with the rents,
who knows what's going to happen with that. There's the
issue of me living here by myself and trying to find an
apartment. There's the fact that I want O and he's not
being in touch with me . . . granted I have not seen him,
but he could at least send me a message. Then there's this
whole thing with my coworkers, they are strange to me
sometimes. It's like an on and off thing and that really
frustrates me. Shit. I'm supposed to be happy today . . .
but inside I am so miserable. So, so miserable. I don't
know what to do. And no one is eating my cake! I brought
cake to work and only 3 people out of like 15 have tried
it. Whatever. I didn't make it. I'll take it home and eat
it with the fam.
I just spoke to my sister, she's made me feel better about
my current sad situation. CRAP!




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