smgfan422

Journey through life
2002-07-16 03:27:25 (UTC)

Home sweet home!

What is it about home that just makes everything okay?
After being home for not even 45 minutes, I'm already
feeling more relaxed, calm, and at peace with myself.
Unfortunately...the ride here wasn't as good.
It's nearing that time in my life where I need to come
clean with myself (aka Coming out of the closet) to my
parents and that is starting to freak me out. I love them
more than anything in the world and I'm just scared that if
I tell them soon-the week will be awkward...if I tell them
at the end of the week-they will be mad at the Petty
concert-and if I just wait-IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.
I also want to come clean about my bulemia. I've come
to the conclusion that I do have a problem. Anyone who
holds the doritos bag over my mouth while driving fearing
that too many calories went into my mouth has a problem.
With the sanctity that I am feeling right now these
problems just don't seem to big. Hopefully this week will
get better after seeing Gray-I haven't seen him in years!!
My plan is to bring him out of the closet in hopes to open
his eyes...Abrej los ojos! Well no question for me today,
just a statement...HOME IS THE BEST AND SAFEST PLACE TO
BE. More tomorrow.




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